Hello people ! Feel like exhausted almost few days. Really don’t have time to posting a post. Buka blog sendiri pun tak sempat. Coincidentally, trip Pangkor tu Post cepat2 kalau tak ke sudah tak ingat. This week really busy. And sampai rumah , lepas Isyak je terus 💤. And I managed to consistently wake up at 5am. It’s not easy actually. But I need to force myself. Last Wednesday, I went to the interview at Jalan Tun Razak office. And I  still wait for next progress from their HR. Hope I have luck. If I get this job I already have something to treat my family. ❣️ Brownies also got many orders. Alhamdulillah. My brother’s boss order 10 boxes. 🤗 So start February I need to promote more to get more order also need to revise back the price because bakery’s price increases. I’m sick for a few days because of wisdom teeth minor surgery. Tapi bersyukur sangat sebab dah tak  nak merasa kena cucuk dan whatsoever. Nasihat I , kalau wisdom teeth problem cepat2 ask for advise fr...

Hello people ! Saturday, I went to my buddy’s house. 👯‍♀️ We visited her and her family. Omg , I missed them sooooo much. Such a great hospitality place, family. I feel so calm and peaceful here. 😢 So today , we went to Pangkor Island, this is 3rd times here. So today just a trip day. Feel happy when my mom really happy face. 🤓 Sunday , we went to TLDM and just had some tour place here. Sooooo beautiful. Cuci2 mata tengok abang2 TLDM opss. I love Perak , I fact , every year I came here lol. Till then. Xoxo ZF

Hello people ! Today , coincidentally I met two of my classmates; Su and Ruhi. 🤪 I went to UIA and parked my car at CAC. Because I just wanna plan to go to the mosque because the library sooo far from CAC. So nak jadikan cerita, Su kata dia dari jauh dia macam cam Kereta I buat that time I’m still in the car. Then, when I out of the car, she screamed at me. Hahahahaha  Instinct dia kuat betul tauuu.  We hugged each other. Too long. Seriously, lama gila tak jumpa. Sampai kan ayah dia pun keluar dari Kereta dok borak sama2 tanya bila lagi nak datang Janda Baik. Okay baik lah pakcik kita plan bulan 3 ya. 🛣  Then Su asked me to joined her to go to Ruhi’s room. Memandangkan I takde arah tuju, so Kitorang lepak bilik Ruhi je  Fortunately I met them, so my my mood already up to some percent to start writing my thesis. Jangan tangguh2 lagi.  ✍️  📈 Doakan I ya. So I can finish all this by April.  Till then. Xoxo ...

Hello people ! I don’t know 🤷‍♀️ either I should talk about this or not! Basically , as a Muslim I pretty sure that even though we not as pious as we should , Pray #5times we should perform. I can’t imagine we live without perform the 5 Pillars. Tenang ke hidup kita? Selera ke makan kita? Seronok ke hidup kita? Allah give everything to us but we simply ignore and we dont do our responsibility as the way we should as it’s compulsory and stated  in AlQuran. 😓 Kadang2 kita rasa kita diuji dan kita rasa give up. I always being like this. 😫 Ketahuilah Allah tidak akan sesekali menguji hambaNya dan Dia uji hambaNya kerana Dia tahu hambaNya mampu. Tapi bila kita rasa give up dan lupa solat kita akan jadi lagi lemah. I don’t mind if you want do the bad thing, if you not wear properly  but pray is a MUST! Sebab kita tahu, kita solat tapi sanggup ke kita nak buat jahat? How come you a woman and you didn’t Pray and how you show yourself as a Mother to your kid ?!?!?! How co...

Hello people ! Today I feel so good 😊. Even though I can’t sleep well last night, I forced myself to wake up  at at 5am because to challenge myself to perform Tahajjud. And I did it! 🤲 I’m not a good person. I know myself when #fornow I quite rarely do Tahajjud so, it’s impossible for me to keep it consistent. But I’ll try my best. 👱🏻‍♀️ After perform 3 solat Sunat - Tahajjud, Taubat and Hajat , I continued recite AlQuran before Dawn prayer. Honestly , I’m very happy with myself because this coming year, I almost reach Juz9. Let’s hike up the mountain. ⛰. 💪 Till then. Xoxo ZF

Why I feel I wanna crying right now!!! 😭😭😭😭 My heart feels like stabbed. Ingat.Allah.Itu.Ada

Hello people ! Since today is public holiday, so we plan to do house cleaning. Serious, we called this ngo #bantu and ask for their service. And they provide some refugees to do the cleaning service from house to house. Of course we ask a female cleaner. Why we ask for their help because we want to share rezeki, ada rezeki lebih kita share2 la. But, we together clean the house. So, this Somalian lady came over to our house for cleaning services. She did a good job,  she also can speak Malay. She stayed in Malaysia about 6 years so that she’s excellent in Malay language. She already clean many houses. So that’s why, I just said this and that then she knows what to do. 💃🏻 Even refugees status is not valid for working purpose, why not we give them chance because they also human that have their own needs and wants. Tapi tetiba teringat pulak case Syrian guy stranded kat KLIA then Nas Daily helps him out and now got place at Canada. Yang spesis tu memang pemalas dan minta suap...

Hello people ! Today I had long chit chat with my besties, Hanis. 👯‍♀️ We had Mee Rebus for breakfast, and Nasi Ayam Paprik for lunch Air tangan Hanis, so tasty. 😋 Okay continue ; kami berborak dengan penuh emosi sekali. 1. Marriage We talked about marriage; sometimes people want married because to run away from problematic people. I do agree with her because this way we can see that we can live for normal life and have a space for self . Second , marriage not only because of to produce the children. Kita kena tahu zaman sekarang bukan macam zaman dulu. Memang Anak itu Rezeki dan Rahmat. Tapi kita kena tahu kemampuan diri. Zaman sekarang zaman duit. Duit tidak dapat menjamin  kebahagiaan, yes betul tapi perlu ingat duit boleh beli segalanya. We want provide good life for our family so we need to have good saving too. 🤧 2.  Debt Why we should betray and burden people for the debts that we created ? Sanggup berhutang dengan Court Mammoth disebabkan kehendak sendiri...

Hello people ! I used to use iPhone since 2016. Before this , guna Android je. But after I use iPhone, I feel soooo in love with iPhone. ❣️ Tak  ada plan langsung nak switch to Android. Biar la orang nak kutuk2 iPhone pun , sebab taste masing2 pun lain2 kan. Btw, I nak guna iPhone sampai bila2. If I get any free android pun still hati I tetap kat iPhone. I also created this blog using my iPhone and update the posts as well. Even though the screen smaller than the laptop , still I choose this way. 🤷‍♀️ Too lazy to open a laptop. But I think to update the setting like to put the Ads, I think I need to run it from laptop. But later la. I tengah saving nak beli iPhone XI pulak. 🤫😍🤪🤩 Pls doakan I ya. 😘 Till then. Xoxo ZF

Hello people ! I think this weekend, I feel like the easy peasy day ever. I’m so lazy to going out.  Just rest at home. Oh but lunch 🥗, I keluar rumah sekejap pergi makan Nasi 3 Budak Gemok dengan kawan I. She came to my house and bagi 1 Lemon cheesecake. Tapi I balas balik, I bagi  dia Mango cheesecake sebab dah lama plan nak bagi dia rasa. So alang2 dia datang, kita lunch sama2 la. Then balik rumah  membuta lagi. Heaven nya. Ini lemon cheesecake she gave to me  Ini mango cheesecake I gave to her  Btw , I already have plan this weekend that’s why I just stay at home. 💃🏻 1. I need to finish my RA job 2. I need to finish my part time job 3. I need to do house chores 4. I want sleep and have good rest 5. Because this Monday also public holiday, we plan to do house cleaning because our parents will come next week. Because next week we plan to go Pangkor Island and next two weeks we plan to go to Singapore. Yuhuuuu Till then. Xoxo ZF

Hello people! Why eh perempuan dan depression bagaikan berpisah tiada? I can’t imagine if I’m in her shoes 👠!!! Before this, I almost terkena dengan penyakit depression sebab utamanya ialah Kewangan. Alhamdulillah, Allah banyak meyelamatkan diri I dari kesusahan. Even tak Kaya tapi still makan pakai cukup. 🤲 Jangan kaitkan depression kerana tak solat, tak mengaji or beribadah tak cukup because depression not related to the factor at all. Somehow depression ini terjadi kerana perbuatan sekeliling. Banyak yang i baca kat Internet pasal depression and mostly isteri yang banyak mengalami benda ni disebabkan perangai suami yang tak bertanggungjawab!!! Kadang2 rasa macam jalan cerita sama je. Sebab tu sampai sekarang still ada perasaan takut nak kahwin. Dan orang kata biarlah kahwin lambat asalkan tak silap memilih. We are not perfect and cannot get the perfect life but if we both know the vision and mission of life, we can accept of each other and love imperfection every angles!...

Hello people! Today , traffic quite jammed. I think around the whole Malaysia because I scrolling my FB  they also  said the same. So plan nak hantar Brownies kat 1 Customer ni, I called many time since morning sebab nak set time dengan dia. So her sister told that she not transfer yet the money and said will do. Okay , I waiting. Still not transfer, because I cannot take a risk to place this cake at that place. Kan buat nya dia tak transfer naya la kan. So, I plan tunggu dia Contact la then maybe that time dia bayar cash. Before this, I always get male  customer but many as female  customer. Somethos, the guy more complicated and fussy than women. Before this ada lagi male customer lagi fussy gila I dapat! So nak jadi kan cerita , this guy call me dan said he’s otw to Gombak, so I said okay I’ll coming  from Taman Melati now. Then boleh dia cakap hmmm jauh lagi. I cakap la, eh tak la mana jauh 10 minit je. Dia pun okay la. I punya drive laju sikit...

Hello people! This morning I had my brunch alone at McD Melawati. Sementara nak pickup anak boss balik sekolah kan. So I enter McD and looking for plug to charge my laptop and phone. Tapi semua penuh. Itsokay la, maybe kejap lagi diorang akan keluar la tu. Tapi sampai ke sudah sorang pun tak berganjak bangun. 💆🏻‍♀️ So i ordered Prosperity Beef burger 🍔  set sebab nak rasa la untuk tahun ni kan. Just so-so je. Tak de plan nak repeat lagi. So I buka my laptop dan siapkan kerja while  my battery pun ada half lagi. I looking for one brother beside my table , he opens his laptop quite long but still can not for his work  because his laptop hang! Then I continued my work while eating curly fries. 🍟 Still, I staring at him. Haha. So I nampak he opened  Jobstreet and searching job vacancy. Dari riak muka dia pun I agak he’s desperate for a new job. May Allah ease him also everyone! Then, finished my food and go. Till then. Xoxo ZF

Hello People!  Now, people are busy with this challenges upload their lives, their picture or whatsoever including me! Haha 🤣 #my10yearschallenge Because of I don’t have picture of last 10 years, so I got an idea that between 10 years, I actually achieved 3 types of journeys.  Our shoes are different , our journeys are different , our tests are different, our experiences also different. Just follow the flow and pray everything goes well. Because Allah knows what your limits! Till then, xoxo ZF

Hello people! Last month I visited HOI Damansara. I rasa heaven gila bila masuk Bakery tu. Complete from A-Z. How lucky Damansara people ada Bakery yang sangat murah dan sangat conveniences. I rasa tak fair sebab kat area lain harga mahal dan tak banyak choices. Or I tak habis survey lagi tak sure lah. Maybe some people ada certain places untuk window shopping right? But I feel excited when I enter the bakery shop. Compare to shopping mall I cepat rasa borang dan mengantuk.. I can spend hours at bakery shop. Ni bukan gila ya. I wish I can be a great baker! I wish I can be all the cakes! I wish I can deco the cakes with all designs! I wish I talented and gifted! Hopefully my wish come true! Till then. Xoxo ZF

Hello People! I don’t know la, I rasa useless sangat sekarang bila thesis paper tak de progress. My supervisor wanna to meet me soon, but what should I show to her? My report chapter 2 ni not improve at all. How come u thinking about PhD when Master thesis pun tak membanggakan. 💆🏻‍♀️ I ngadu kat Coordinator, she just smile keep telling ‘ you can do it ‘. Everyone start with zero but now they are Master in their thesis! Yes I know that! Tapi still mood tu tak datang2. Tajuk banyak kali tukar. Kalau tajuk pun tak Confirm , isi dalam lagi la nothing! I need someone that willing to guide me for chapter 1 and 2. Only. That the rest chapters I can handle it. Then I teringat 1 quote mentioned that ‘ i find that that the harder I work, the more luck I seem to have’. . . . Hopefully 🖖🏻 Till then. Xoxo ZF

Hello people! Act, this is third or fourth blogs that I have. Dah lupa dah. But I don’t know 🤷‍♀️ why I just let my previous blog not update. Anyhow, I’ll try keep posting because only here I can express my feeling even though I’m quite active at FB. I don’t know why , I writing while smiling haha, maybe today I feel energetic and today also my first day I start working back after finish my Master Degree at UIA. So you know bila the feeling bila dah lama sangat menganggur kan. Anyhow, I accidentally checked my previous blog and so this 👇🏻 This is my previous blog , around 2014 punya Post tak silap. See the list of my wishes. Haha Some of the wishes I berjaya capai ; I manage to Khatam Quran 2 kali setahun. InsyaAllah tahun ni Boleh set target tu, I menjadi seorang Baker, I finished my Bachelor Degree and Master Degree before 30, I berjaya settled down my PTPTN and Car loan before 30. Alhamdulillah 🤲. Ada beberapa lagi wishes yang I tengah usahakan. I know I’ll get i...